Learn new skills

You have no clue how to use a chopstick for food, then go get one and learn it. You awe at people who can play chess, the find someone who can teach you that. Your innermost desire is to win some money in a competition, then work hard with your skill. Your wildest fantasy is playing a guitar, then who is topping you from doing so. As I said earlier, the more you delay, the farther it goes. Don't push it away, push yourself close. Treat yourself with skills, love, happiness and good food. Spend some quality time with yourself. Buy a journal, write it down and then get back to social life with all this remarkable energy.